Friday, December 26, 2008

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Clear Sunday

It is Sunday morning and I am listening to piano.
I love to listen piano though I am not good in playing it. In fact, I just don’t know how to play besides knowing how to press the keyboard.
Music is lovely as it is very soothing and inspiring especially those with light sentiments.
Nowadays, things seem to be very quiet and people moving pretty slowly. I am not sure whether it is because of gloomy economy or otherwise.
However, no matter how things turn, it will turn back up again as the globe is round and what goes around turn around.
There are times when to wind, when to rain, when the sun rise and set and when your love one comes to knock on your heart.
Life is not meant for worry though we always worry for many things in life.
For example, for school, for work, for kids, for family, for career, for tasks we need to take and not to take. When one starts worrying, it is almost time that one end up in worrying life and eventually cultivate a habit of worrying.
Thus, before worrying for too many things, take tasks one by one and resolve it incrementally and at the end of the day, you might realize that you have in fact progress so far, so much.
Look unto no others but ourselves to tackle problems as we move along, it is the ultimate tragedy that one lost his/her faith as no one could do any better than you yourself.
It is good to have assistance along the way for what we encountered (this could be some kind luxury to many), but these are external help and what is more important is on internal strength. Just like when one is drowning and someone is throwing him/her a life jacket and he/she don’t belief that he/she can get it, then, that person might end up sleeping in the river bed.
One needs to blend the two and work out a workable solution to face current uncertainty to turn around. Holding on the belief that yes, we can and truly, we are!
May god bless his words and citizens of the planet earth!

Monday, September 22, 2008

Almost Month End - Where are we?

Today is pretty sunny and I just drove across the river to pick up some stuff.

It's so quiet on the street nowadays after the fuel hike whereby almost every body is trying to trim down the expenditures.

For the past few months, price have gone up so fast and inflationary pressure is just something that everyone can't avoid, except the wealthy ones.

After picking up my boy from school, I am back in front of the screen again and waiting for clients to ring as every ring meant something.

Things have been fluctuating quite a bit lately and some make it and some get caught.

For those who make it, a big congratulation and for those who get caught, they are waiting for the chance to untie the knots. It's pretty sad anyway.

Well, that's always the bit and puzzle of life!

We can never strike for the perfect and with clear vision, we are bound to be able to move somehow and some what along the way.

Cheers, my friends

Monday, September 1, 2008

A Good Day - it's coming to me!

It's a holiday for me over here and I really love it today as it all began with a beautiful sun shine morning when I woke up, though the land is still a bit wet due to late last night drizzling.

There is no market to watch today but as usual, I turn on my notebook and start checking on US Friday's closing. This has been my routine for my past years after I switched to obtain my trading license for some good reasons.

It's always been painful for a start as I have to figure out how am I going to cope with it as I never believe it was true in the first place and I didn't have any experience to deal with it. Life sometimes is tough as it sometimes ill treated most of us living on this planet earth. Don't you think so?

I was a non believer once though as I did my job well and effectively as no one has told me that I did something seriously wrong or not in accordance to the top's wish. In fact, I was a near perfect follower once.

However, nothing is so sweet in this world and it seems to me now that everything is so dynamic, even sometimes you did nothing wrong, you may be out of the game too without your notice. By the time you realized it, it would be too late already.

I know it is harsh but it's fact of life.

From there, I learn to overcome my fear and I learn to maneuver myself into a new journey. The adjustment process has been lengthy especially when I am in the midst of clearing up my mortgage loan and hire purchase loan.

Being financially free has not only been my dream but also my ultimate goal in my life too. In fact, this is the main motivating factors that pushing me to take up challenge to further my study to the land where I never been.

Facing with financial constraint, I didn't go with joy but rather with fear and uncertainty. But with persistency and consistency, I finally managed to worked my way through in the shortest possible time with least investment amount in taking up the study.

It sounds a bit impossible and amazing to many but I was so happy that I made it. It was 13 years ago.

Today, I am happy too not because it is a rainy day nor it is a holiday.
Today, I am happy because I have achieved another major goal in life - IE. achieved Financially Free and Debts Free status in my life.

I never thought this is possible when I graduated from high school, but now, it is a dream come true.

I believe I deserved to be joyful now with my family and continued to be happy with them and my friends as life is supposed to be meaningful.

Never let the negativity and pessimism ruin or even rule your life, stand up and face it and in times, you will find yourself in one piece and are on the way to realize your dreams.

I don't how true it is to many but I am sure it's very very true to me.

I am glad I made it through and I am still young to accomplish more in life, together with my family and friends. The journey would be very amazing and fruitful.

It's getting dark now and it's going to rain again outside. I looked up into the sky, only the stars are smiling to me though the moon is shying away. However, I still feel warm inside and have faith in life.

Good night to all.